This post is gonna be boring. Yes. Im warning u. This is gonna be dry.
Met Lyon up at ToaPayoh jus to collect journal, with intention to meet bebe up in evening for dinner. He went home for dinner and i had late dinner. I called him when i finished, it was 8.15 then. Wanted to go down Yishun, but i guess he felt it was too late. He was tired and didnt wanna come down either. I think bebe fell asleep - i miss him so. We've not chatted for many, many days. Went out yesterday after svc to Orchard library to read Bible. Shopped and had Subway after that. YUMMY. SUBWAY CLUB AND WHITE CHIP MACADAMIA ROCKS.
Chats with Kel has messed up my plans of shopping, feasting, ...
She reminded me of Dental Radiography test next week, GOP Assignment. And, i thought of.. Com App 2nd Assignment.. And i have to go back sch to fill more amalgam cavities. SICK. Burnt holidays.
Started on GOP today. So many foreign terminologys. And i realise there's not much i can write about. *_* Next comes putting them in my own words. Its jus so dunnoe-how-to-say.
Sudden interest of making bouquets is back! I'll either spend an entire day doing it or drag till dont-know-when. Finally found a buyer if all is successful. I couldnt be making one and leave it lying around at home right. Muaaahahaha.. Woo Hoo!
Movie with Fugs tmr at Cine. I dread catching movies. Further more, horror movies. we'l be catch Hide And Seek. I hope they have a sudden change of mind. I dun wanna be a spoilsport so i had to tag along. Boo.
Monday, February 28, 2005
All of us want to do something grand to show our love for our loved ones. It would be marvellous if we have the opportunity to do it. But, we don't need to carry out grand things in order to show great love for others and for God. We don't have to do big things, only small things with great love. It is the intensity of love we put into our actions every day that makes them into something beautiful. It is not the magnitude of our action that counts but the depth of love we put into it. Do not think that love, in order to be genuine, has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired. It is hard for ppl with AIDS to cope with the fact that they are going to die. But being there with us and seeing us with others in their last moments makes a difference. They need to know that when they're dying, u'll be there holding their hand. The dying are moved by the love they receive. If our actions do not first come from the desire to be with a person, then it really becomes just social work. When you are willing to be with a poor person you can recognise his need and if your love is genuine you naturally want to do what you can as an expression of your love. Service, in a way, is simply a means of expressing your being for the person---and often with the poorest people you cannot completely alleviate their problem. But by being with them, by being for them, whatever you can do for them makes a difference. The message we try to convey to the poorest of the poor is: We cannot solve your problems but God loves you even while you are handicapped or alcoholic or have leprosy, and whether or not you become cured, God loves you just as much and we are here to express that love. And if we can help relieve their pain a bit all well and good, but it is more important for us to remind them that even in the midst of pain and suffering, God loves them. It's a difficult message to communicate, obviously, but we believe that being for them is the first thing. If you spend time with a person then that >is as much an expression of love as what you can do for them. take small steps of love every time there is an opportunity. Each step is like a candle burning in the night. It does not take the darkness away, but it guides us through the darkness.When we look back after many small steps of love, we'll discover that we have made a long and beautiful journey.Paying attention to people is far from easy. We tend to be so insecure about our self-worth and so much in need of affirmation that it is very hard not to ask for attention ourselves. Before we are fully aware of it, we are speaking about ourselves, referring to our experiences, telling our stories, or turning the subject of conversation toward our own territory. The familiar sentence, 'That reminds me of. . .' is a standard method of shifting attention from others to ourselves. That is why listening is so difficult. It means our moving away from the center of attention and inviting others into that space. know how healing such an invitation can be. When someone listens to us with real concentration and expresses sincere care for our struggles and our pains, we feel that something very deep is happening to us. Slowly, fears melt away, tensions dissolve, anxieties retreat, and we discover that we carry within us something we can trust and offer as a gift to others. The simple experience of being valuable and important to someone else has a tremendous re-creative power."
Ultimately, God will not ask us how many projects we have accomplished, the number of books we have read, nor how many degrees we have obtained, but He will ask us if we have done our best, for the love of Him and others.
Ultimately, God will not ask us how many projects we have accomplished, the number of books we have read, nor how many degrees we have obtained, but He will ask us if we have done our best, for the love of Him and others.
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Suffering from Post Captain's Ball Syndrome. My butt, thighs and back are aching after fighting 'bulls' on hot pans yesterday. Though i didnt contribute much, i did try my best to be wherever i think was right and appropriate.
Viron missed tuition again. And im getting REALLY frustrated. When can there be a month with decent attendance. The rates are peanuts and i've to spare all my time to accomodate him. NO. This cannot be happening. I will improvise somthing to make tuition work out. Yes. I will do it.
Wore red checkered mini and 'casper' top today as i needed to look 'formal'. Basically, more presentable. But i feel.. Its fashion disaster man. And no, im not trying to force u to say, "No larhh. U look great! Really!" I dont derive pleasure from that alrights. Casper top is like... one year old? Looks new but outta fashion, i think.
Had quick lunch with mummy and lil sis at Kim San Leng. And oh, i feel so WEAK without meat.
Busy day at Attributes today. Every step and bent i took was of great efforts. Everything is so messy. And i kinda... couldnt really manage. I felt like and octopus-An injured one. I felt so lost. I felt so small. But i believe for greater capacity. Yes. Amen. And for the 1st time since i've done accounts, i dun have to cab home frm church! Met Hong and went home with him, Den and andrew(an usher). Long time since i last saw Hong, or even chatted with him! I hope everything goes on well for him this year. C= We are conquerors. Yeah?
Cabbed home from AMK as the train terminated there. Was too tired to accompany Den to 7-11 for a drink, not talking bout supper mind u. He offered to send me home. But bah, i dun like the idea of ppl sending me home. haha. CG members should know. C: So, sorry den. No offence alrights.
Cooked mian xian with prawns and egg. Yummy. Some kind of meat at last! But the hunger pangs are here again. Gonna sleep real soon and ignore the grrrrr, grrrrrr, grrrr.
How bout popping a piece of DARK CHOC before bed?
Nah. I forgot to mention, i had a cuppa vanilla ice cream today. I mean.. offered by someone.. couldnt reject ppl's good intention larrr righttttt...
Me : Gosh. Its 6.3 g of fats.
Him : Its ok. U can afford it.
MUAAAAHAHAHAHAHA.. Pleasurable. Really was. But i didnt say im fatttttttttttt ok. I simply commented that its 6.3 g in.
Viron missed tuition again. And im getting REALLY frustrated. When can there be a month with decent attendance. The rates are peanuts and i've to spare all my time to accomodate him. NO. This cannot be happening. I will improvise somthing to make tuition work out. Yes. I will do it.
Wore red checkered mini and 'casper' top today as i needed to look 'formal'. Basically, more presentable. But i feel.. Its fashion disaster man. And no, im not trying to force u to say, "No larhh. U look great! Really!" I dont derive pleasure from that alrights. Casper top is like... one year old? Looks new but outta fashion, i think.
Had quick lunch with mummy and lil sis at Kim San Leng. And oh, i feel so WEAK without meat.
Busy day at Attributes today. Every step and bent i took was of great efforts. Everything is so messy. And i kinda... couldnt really manage. I felt like and octopus-An injured one. I felt so lost. I felt so small. But i believe for greater capacity. Yes. Amen. And for the 1st time since i've done accounts, i dun have to cab home frm church! Met Hong and went home with him, Den and andrew(an usher). Long time since i last saw Hong, or even chatted with him! I hope everything goes on well for him this year. C= We are conquerors. Yeah?
Cabbed home from AMK as the train terminated there. Was too tired to accompany Den to 7-11 for a drink, not talking bout supper mind u. He offered to send me home. But bah, i dun like the idea of ppl sending me home. haha. CG members should know. C: So, sorry den. No offence alrights.
Cooked mian xian with prawns and egg. Yummy. Some kind of meat at last! But the hunger pangs are here again. Gonna sleep real soon and ignore the grrrrr, grrrrrr, grrrr.
How bout popping a piece of DARK CHOC before bed?
Nah. I forgot to mention, i had a cuppa vanilla ice cream today. I mean.. offered by someone.. couldnt reject ppl's good intention larrr righttttt...
Me : Gosh. Its 6.3 g of fats.
Him : Its ok. U can afford it.
MUAAAAHAHAHAHAHA.. Pleasurable. Really was. But i didnt say im fatttttttttttt ok. I simply commented that its 6.3 g in.
Friday, February 25, 2005
Captain's ball with class today was great. Really sweat it out. Felt my fats melting. (-Adapted frm Fug's conversation.) Drip by drip, i'l reach my goal one day. YES, I WILL. Comments from Fugs were.. not good. And i agreed totally. Its better that they tell me where im weak at, rather den deciving me that im not bad at it! Its da truth. I feel like i've been set free after all these years. haha. But, if given more practice, i believe i can do it one day! It was still fun though.
When entering the gantry of the sports complex, some unpleasant things happened. Not to the Fugs, but one of my fellow mates. The incident happened and blah. I really felt the guard was a hypocrite! = Deep down, my id was screaming out : No wonder he's a ......... all his life. *_*
Well, all's over and its a happy day after all!
Rushed home after the game as i needed a bath, put down my notes and take bring my bible out. I di-li-dare-li-ed at home.. bathing, didnt know that kel, cady n cham were waiting for me at sch for lunch. Guilt filled me when they called man. Flew down to sch in 20mins. including walks and waiting for the train, mind you. One word to describe lab from 3-6pm - FRUSTRATING. but its all right. I can do all things through Him who strengthens me. I'll learn the ropes. I'll soar like the eagles. Yes. One day i will. Not for my glory but His.
Im so tired after a week of pia-ing assignment, conferences at church and online, studying till 2plus am last night.. Hence i decided to give today's a miss. I do hope to catch it online. Really praying that my irritating brother will not be back till 1030. I weighed the consequences of going. I'll be dead beat. There's tuition tmr morning and duty after that. I'd probably break down on Sunday. But no. Im gonna charge myself up by............................................ heh hEh heh.
When entering the gantry of the sports complex, some unpleasant things happened. Not to the Fugs, but one of my fellow mates. The incident happened and blah. I really felt the guard was a hypocrite! = Deep down, my id was screaming out : No wonder he's a ......... all his life. *_*
Well, all's over and its a happy day after all!
Rushed home after the game as i needed a bath, put down my notes and take bring my bible out. I di-li-dare-li-ed at home.. bathing, didnt know that kel, cady n cham were waiting for me at sch for lunch. Guilt filled me when they called man. Flew down to sch in 20mins. including walks and waiting for the train, mind you. One word to describe lab from 3-6pm - FRUSTRATING. but its all right. I can do all things through Him who strengthens me. I'll learn the ropes. I'll soar like the eagles. Yes. One day i will. Not for my glory but His.
Im so tired after a week of pia-ing assignment, conferences at church and online, studying till 2plus am last night.. Hence i decided to give today's a miss. I do hope to catch it online. Really praying that my irritating brother will not be back till 1030. I weighed the consequences of going. I'll be dead beat. There's tuition tmr morning and duty after that. I'd probably break down on Sunday. But no. Im gonna charge myself up by............................................ heh hEh heh.
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Funny day at sch with Fugs again. As usual.
Gosh. Infection control is killing me. Cant get anything in. Its jus like Oral Health cannnn. It goes on and on and on cannnn. Da notes dont look like its prepared by Dr Ron cannnnn. Its SO WORDY cannnnn. Wonder if i'l be able to present anything on the script later cannnnn. bAh. Im so tired cannnnn. Wasted too much time after sch at Bishan with mei mei having dinner and all cannnn.
Notice my new lingo cannnnn?
Captain's Ball tournament later on. Im gonna have a wacking fun time. Its gonna be hilarious. Its gonna be funny. Its gonna be embarrasing. I've got no ball sense. Really. None. Zero. But im physically fit. Bah. So what? Its not too revelant. = Its bout teamwork and ball sense after all. dUh. And what if DT students loose to the nursing cohort? This would be the question most of us DTs will be pondering about. hO ho hO. The verdict of who's in who's out will be out soon.
Keep your eyes on this page to find out more!
Gosh. Infection control is killing me. Cant get anything in. Its jus like Oral Health cannnn. It goes on and on and on cannnn. Da notes dont look like its prepared by Dr Ron cannnnn. Its SO WORDY cannnnn. Wonder if i'l be able to present anything on the script later cannnnn. bAh. Im so tired cannnnn. Wasted too much time after sch at Bishan with mei mei having dinner and all cannnn.
Notice my new lingo cannnnn?
Captain's Ball tournament later on. Im gonna have a wacking fun time. Its gonna be hilarious. Its gonna be funny. Its gonna be embarrasing. I've got no ball sense. Really. None. Zero. But im physically fit. Bah. So what? Its not too revelant. = Its bout teamwork and ball sense after all. dUh. And what if DT students loose to the nursing cohort? This would be the question most of us DTs will be pondering about. hO ho hO. The verdict of who's in who's out will be out soon.
Keep your eyes on this page to find out more!
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Lethargy almost dragged me to being an absentee. Went sch basically for 2 reasons. 1) Pass Vocaluptous CD to Kel. 2) Return Infection Control notes to Cady. I felt so irresponsible not to pass it back to her! I know the feeling of having notes with someone else though planning not to study today.
Gosh, had Mac again today. Did i mention breakfast and dinner at Mac yesterday? Im.. getting.. sick of the word M-A-C. Mac.
Friday's gonna be horrid with Mock Captain's Ball. U all know what lousy ball sense i have though im physically fit. Boo.
And now the next thing's bugging me. To go or not to go for the conference tonight? I've test on Friday. Thank God im more or less done with my assignment. But the thing is. Im so very tired. Really.
I dont know what it is.. That makes me feel like this.. I dont know who u are.. But u must be some kind of superstar.
Gosh, had Mac again today. Did i mention breakfast and dinner at Mac yesterday? Im.. getting.. sick of the word M-A-C. Mac.
Friday's gonna be horrid with Mock Captain's Ball. U all know what lousy ball sense i have though im physically fit. Boo.
And now the next thing's bugging me. To go or not to go for the conference tonight? I've test on Friday. Thank God im more or less done with my assignment. But the thing is. Im so very tired. Really.
I dont know what it is.. That makes me feel like this.. I dont know who u are.. But u must be some kind of superstar.
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Lao-ed Yu Sheng with CG today. CGM was great. From games all the way to good byes. Such a family. Went down Attribute's Office and data entried all the way to 6pm. Successfully made my way to PS. On the way there, familar buildings are all around. But i was clueless to the exact spots i was at. = Was led by 'intuition', or should i say, HS. (= At HAUT, i made another order for a tee. I like their stuff. Its.. simple, yet sophiscated. Urmm.. how should i put it... *_*
And yes, i shopped alone down the lonely streets of Orchard Road. Bebe's fast asleep after a long week.
Bought SINS Choc for a fren. Birthday gift, as i said.
I've known you since 2000. Yet, we've never once had a decent conversation. Well, maybe once. I always stumble on my words when i see you. Why? I dont quite get it either. Till today, as i saw u at town, i jus didnt have the courage to express what i've long wanted to. I feel silly. I feel stupid. I feel dumb. Very.
And God, this week's gonna be really tough to pull through.
Mon : Tuition
Tues - Thurs : Ulf Ekman's Conference (Whiny tune : I wanna go!)
Fri : ComApp assignment to be submitted. Infection Control test.
All the doo da dae, i've not started on my PPT slides. Jus complete the Word part not long ago. Wanted to start on PPT today. But guess wad? The latest version right here is MSWord 97. 97, mind you.
Hope to wake up early and go sch do lahh. (i used lahh cuz im Brain Dead.) U know how irritating big brothers can be. Was starting on PPT, came and insisted that i get lost. I wanna burn his hair, bite him, and grill beef on his face. But its alright. I shall forgive his ignorance.
And yes, i shopped alone down the lonely streets of Orchard Road. Bebe's fast asleep after a long week.
Bought SINS Choc for a fren. Birthday gift, as i said.
I've known you since 2000. Yet, we've never once had a decent conversation. Well, maybe once. I always stumble on my words when i see you. Why? I dont quite get it either. Till today, as i saw u at town, i jus didnt have the courage to express what i've long wanted to. I feel silly. I feel stupid. I feel dumb. Very.
And God, this week's gonna be really tough to pull through.
Mon : Tuition
Tues - Thurs : Ulf Ekman's Conference (Whiny tune : I wanna go!)
Fri : ComApp assignment to be submitted. Infection Control test.
All the doo da dae, i've not started on my PPT slides. Jus complete the Word part not long ago. Wanted to start on PPT today. But guess wad? The latest version right here is MSWord 97. 97, mind you.
Hope to wake up early and go sch do lahh. (i used lahh cuz im Brain Dead.) U know how irritating big brothers can be. Was starting on PPT, came and insisted that i get lost. I wanna burn his hair, bite him, and grill beef on his face. But its alright. I shall forgive his ignorance.
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Tim: this pic looks detailed enough to b professional, yet small enough so that he can't see whats going on. perfect.
I:and thus says the princess of singapore.. it shall be as such.
I:no. make it bigger
I: jus enuff for 2ants to line up on 1 alphabet
I: jus enuff for 2ants to line up on 1 alphabet <<<>
..After few moments.
Tim:entertainin urself.....just finished laughin izzt?
Im cute. Isnt it?
Friday, February 18, 2005
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Well in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see
This is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees
These foolish ga.mes are tearing me apart
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
Haha. Profound yeah? But negative. Very negative. LoL.
Had 2 and 1/2 hr lunch break. Cabb-ed to and fro with my fellow fuglians to Bishan for Swensen's Executive Lunch. Their service today was better then the last time. (Prob cuz we didnt bring in outside food and drinks. hahahaha.) Alrights, aint too funny.
Bought 3 books at MPH-Bishan. Sudden indulgence in novels. Hope to improve on my language and eloquence.
Tan S.G. seem to be having 'menopausal swings' today, snapping at us at slightest wrong voice outs. On one hand, she wants a reply from us. On the other, she snaps away insisting that we recalled what was taught 3 weeks ago without lecture notes. =
BS today was great. Im willing. Send me. Launch me. Over the few days after 10Characteristics of Big Ppl, i've grew to become a more genourous, forgiving person. Also, the spatiality and manners part has impacted me quite..ALOT.
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Made heart shaped brownies for bebe today. Quite a failure as it was Chewy Brownies, hence stuck to the open end mould. But taste quite nice though.
The best part is the rapping with 'tissue' paper. Successfully made a flower out of a ribbon.
All is done and im rather tired. Lazy to meet him up at Yishun. Can bebe pls come down?
The best part is the rapping with 'tissue' paper. Successfully made a flower out of a ribbon.
All is done and im rather tired. Lazy to meet him up at Yishun. Can bebe pls come down?
Hitched a ride from Dr Ron after school back to Bishan. Chatted quite abit along the way. He is a good man.
Bebe surprised me with ANOTHER bouquet of roses. The 1st was 6blue ones preordered from church. Today's a trio. White outer petals, pink on the inner layers. Simply Magnificiant. I prefer the latter. I wouldnt mind waking up one day to be find myself lying on a bed full of blue and purple petals, following which, breakfast on bed is served. Or.. opening my car boot to find it filled with purple and blue roses, with a cute little bear or precious moments figurine in the middle. yeah, i dont mind. i really dont.
And, bebe came with muffins too! (As he promised!) Together with it was a beautifully wrapped Chanel No.5 fragrance. Thank God for $20 CK.Tang voucher from sis wx.
Hadnt a very pleasant day out. Well, today shall not be v.day. It'll be every day other then today.
Headed down to Marina Bay for Marc's farewell cum 21st birthday dinner. Speeches were touching, photos taken were classics. I'll miss eating supper with him!
Bebe surprised me with ANOTHER bouquet of roses. The 1st was 6blue ones preordered from church. Today's a trio. White outer petals, pink on the inner layers. Simply Magnificiant. I prefer the latter. I wouldnt mind waking up one day to be find myself lying on a bed full of blue and purple petals, following which, breakfast on bed is served. Or.. opening my car boot to find it filled with purple and blue roses, with a cute little bear or precious moments figurine in the middle. yeah, i dont mind. i really dont.
And, bebe came with muffins too! (As he promised!) Together with it was a beautifully wrapped Chanel No.5 fragrance. Thank God for $20 CK.Tang voucher from sis wx.
Hadnt a very pleasant day out. Well, today shall not be v.day. It'll be every day other then today.
Headed down to Marina Bay for Marc's farewell cum 21st birthday dinner. Speeches were touching, photos taken were classics. I'll miss eating supper with him!
Friday, February 11, 2005
School started at 10am on the 3rd day of Lunar New Year. Whats more? Its 2 draggy hours of Hema's hours. And the only way to keep myself awake is by entertaining her questions. Be it right or wrong answers.
Soon came Infection Control Prac Test. Gosh. I screwed 2 parts up by not knowing what to say. She gave me undesired prompting. And pls, i need time to THINK. That Bu bU thought i didnt know, and prompted me. I guess i was marked down.
The remainder 2 1/2 hours of lab sessions are unimaginable. Its irritating to have C around. What to say? Why is the school wasting resources? I guess she's here to test my patience, to set me on fire.
The day ended soon when we had an early pack up. The worst happened. While we were snacking, **** dropped the entire container of LoveLetters. The story would be complete with your imagination of what happened next.
Bumped in the boys of 3E3 n 4E3. And guess what? Most of them came from 1E2 and 2E2. Close buddies, indeed.
Reunion dinner with Sailormoon's(Seekfong, Zimei, Lan n Pauline. Plus Eileen? Maybe..) great. 3 dishes were shared by 4 persons(SF, ZM, L & I). Obviously i didnt have my fill. My stomach is jus like a bottomless pit. In order to stall time, we shared a cuppa frappe in pairs. Why? Cuz ZM was draggy bout approaching her eye candy. In e end, SF seemed to badly want to leave. Gradually ZM's face turned black. Haha. Im kinda..rather used to this. Jus let her cool off and she'll be fine in 2 hours. On one hand, im having a whimsical time with the trio. On the other, im rather disappointed at Pauline's 'disappearance'. We had a whacking fun time anyway.
Loitered outside CafeCartel for bout 7mins before we saw MdmTeo & Ms Tan, our sec 1 n 2 si dui tou teachers. 1st time i heard Mdm Teo telling a joke.
Somehow, at that instance, i begin to cherish old friendships. Reunion with e3 boys, Sailormoons, teachers and Leonard seemed so ....... . No words would describe the state of joy im in. However, despite all this, its sad that reunion with Fuglies is cancelled. I just cant sacrifice my Wed and Fridays to be with them. Some commitments i have to see to. Truly, there is no one day that all of us can make it without having to cab around. But this time, i really cant. Im sorry gurls. *Lurve u all still. Muacks.*
Soon came Infection Control Prac Test. Gosh. I screwed 2 parts up by not knowing what to say. She gave me undesired prompting. And pls, i need time to THINK. That Bu bU thought i didnt know, and prompted me. I guess i was marked down.
The remainder 2 1/2 hours of lab sessions are unimaginable. Its irritating to have C around. What to say? Why is the school wasting resources? I guess she's here to test my patience, to set me on fire.
The day ended soon when we had an early pack up. The worst happened. While we were snacking, **** dropped the entire container of LoveLetters. The story would be complete with your imagination of what happened next.
Bumped in the boys of 3E3 n 4E3. And guess what? Most of them came from 1E2 and 2E2. Close buddies, indeed.
Reunion dinner with Sailormoon's(Seekfong, Zimei, Lan n Pauline. Plus Eileen? Maybe..) great. 3 dishes were shared by 4 persons(SF, ZM, L & I). Obviously i didnt have my fill. My stomach is jus like a bottomless pit. In order to stall time, we shared a cuppa frappe in pairs. Why? Cuz ZM was draggy bout approaching her eye candy. In e end, SF seemed to badly want to leave. Gradually ZM's face turned black. Haha. Im kinda..rather used to this. Jus let her cool off and she'll be fine in 2 hours. On one hand, im having a whimsical time with the trio. On the other, im rather disappointed at Pauline's 'disappearance'. We had a whacking fun time anyway.
Loitered outside CafeCartel for bout 7mins before we saw MdmTeo & Ms Tan, our sec 1 n 2 si dui tou teachers. 1st time i heard Mdm Teo telling a joke.
Somehow, at that instance, i begin to cherish old friendships. Reunion with e3 boys, Sailormoons, teachers and Leonard seemed so ....... . No words would describe the state of joy im in. However, despite all this, its sad that reunion with Fuglies is cancelled. I just cant sacrifice my Wed and Fridays to be with them. Some commitments i have to see to. Truly, there is no one day that all of us can make it without having to cab around. But this time, i really cant. Im sorry gurls. *Lurve u all still. Muacks.*
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Feasting over at Ah Ma's place today from 5 to 7pm. I feel the calories haunting my tummy now. bOo. But yeah, cant be bothered just yet. Its festive season man!
Bus-ed to City Hall MRT via 51. Gosh. I'll never understand why some ppl love taking buses. Its jerky and what not. And wOOt! Li Zimei was the 1st to reach. First time. Congratulations on her break through man.. Nonetheless, she is 20mins late. And i? 30.
Sweaty bodies brushed through us as we strolled the woody paths of River Ang Bao. Zimei and Lan did Henna-ing. Rather a waste as the 'ink' didnt really stain their skin.
Ah Da (Lan's Bro) was ok, not as dao as i expected.
Memories of days when i was back in Genting flowed back.. How i managed to clique with 12 other strangers.
Bus-ed to City Hall MRT via 51. Gosh. I'll never understand why some ppl love taking buses. Its jerky and what not. And wOOt! Li Zimei was the 1st to reach. First time. Congratulations on her break through man.. Nonetheless, she is 20mins late. And i? 30.
Sweaty bodies brushed through us as we strolled the woody paths of River Ang Bao. Zimei and Lan did Henna-ing. Rather a waste as the 'ink' didnt really stain their skin.
Ah Da (Lan's Bro) was ok, not as dao as i expected.
Memories of days when i was back in Genting flowed back.. How i managed to clique with 12 other strangers.
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Shit. Im pissed right now. Very pissed.
Got turned upside down by Jordan Goh when i merely woked him up for a bath.
And excuse me, i bought him Got2Be gel yesterday in preparation of CNY. No words or expression of thanks, jus shit.
If only i can burn all his hair right now.
Find me a place where can i vent my frustrations.
This place is filled with much unwanted sorrows.
Got turned upside down by Jordan Goh when i merely woked him up for a bath.
And excuse me, i bought him Got2Be gel yesterday in preparation of CNY. No words or expression of thanks, jus shit.
If only i can burn all his hair right now.
Find me a place where can i vent my frustrations.
This place is filled with much unwanted sorrows.
Lunar New Year is one occassion i dread. Especially 2005.
One side bugging me bout the other party.
E other side out at work, leaving us to rot at home till evening.
I dont quite like the idea of bai-ing nian. Ok, i dont mind. But, its not the ang pao's im running after. After all, i pay for my own needs and wants without the help of ang baos these months, maybe 2years plus minus.
Made worse is realising that many others are out with laughters and smiles, some others at home waiting and entertaining.
And yes, i have to go out for another boring 'ritual' soon. Real soon.
Sorry to have dampen your moods. It still is a Happy Lunar New Year.
You crown the year with Your goodness, And Your paths drip with abundance.
One side bugging me bout the other party.
E other side out at work, leaving us to rot at home till evening.
I dont quite like the idea of bai-ing nian. Ok, i dont mind. But, its not the ang pao's im running after. After all, i pay for my own needs and wants without the help of ang baos these months, maybe 2years plus minus.
Made worse is realising that many others are out with laughters and smiles, some others at home waiting and entertaining.
And yes, i have to go out for another boring 'ritual' soon. Real soon.
Sorry to have dampen your moods. It still is a Happy Lunar New Year.
You crown the year with Your goodness, And Your paths drip with abundance.
Whats up with skinny girls who insist they are fat?
Why ah? I really dont understand.
Do they seriously see a fat body when they look into the mirrors or do they just derive pleasure from people who go "oh.. you are so slim! Where are the fats?"
please lor. 1.7m and 48kg... or 1.68m and 45kg.
HOW TO BE FAT WITH FIGURES LIKE THAT! TELL ME, WHERE CAN THE FATS BE???
Worse when they enjoy insisting that they are fat in front of people who are obviously bigger than them.
WHAT FOR ALL THESE???
maybe some will say "aiya you so thin, of course you can say that lah."
I admit that im far from being big. I can go on a binge and still feel empty. I dont even know what it's like to be on a diet.
I feel that many of those skinny girls who whine about being fat are just like me, forever in the 40-something-kg range.
So skinny but want to complain bout being fat! Wanna get slapped is it??
Slim then just say slim lah. Why act so irritatingly modest?
And if you dont want to admit you are skinny then can just shut up right.. dont have to reply people with a "im so fat =(" .. When you are obviously toothpick's cousin.
And,yes,
Gaining 1kg doesnt make you fat.
I will grill beef on the face of the next person who complains she is fat when i feel she isnt.
And then you have people saying "i love beef. i might end up eating it all up."
goooooooooooooooood. Eat all and get fatter, complain some more. Fun right?
Let me summarise. im talking about skinny people who claim they are fat and not fat people who claim they are fat.
this entire post is about skinny ppl.
More fat people are nice and funny, compared skinny ones who cant even hold a decent conversation. Anyway, it's irrelevant la..
Why ah? I really dont understand.
Do they seriously see a fat body when they look into the mirrors or do they just derive pleasure from people who go "oh.. you are so slim! Where are the fats?"
please lor. 1.7m and 48kg... or 1.68m and 45kg.
HOW TO BE FAT WITH FIGURES LIKE THAT! TELL ME, WHERE CAN THE FATS BE???
Worse when they enjoy insisting that they are fat in front of people who are obviously bigger than them.
WHAT FOR ALL THESE???
maybe some will say "aiya you so thin, of course you can say that lah."
I admit that im far from being big. I can go on a binge and still feel empty. I dont even know what it's like to be on a diet.
I feel that many of those skinny girls who whine about being fat are just like me, forever in the 40-something-kg range.
So skinny but want to complain bout being fat! Wanna get slapped is it??
Slim then just say slim lah. Why act so irritatingly modest?
And if you dont want to admit you are skinny then can just shut up right.. dont have to reply people with a "im so fat =(" .. When you are obviously toothpick's cousin.
And,yes,
Gaining 1kg doesnt make you fat.
I will grill beef on the face of the next person who complains she is fat when i feel she isnt.
And then you have people saying "i love beef. i might end up eating it all up."
goooooooooooooooood. Eat all and get fatter, complain some more. Fun right?
Let me summarise. im talking about skinny people who claim they are fat and not fat people who claim they are fat.
this entire post is about skinny ppl.
More fat people are nice and funny, compared skinny ones who cant even hold a decent conversation. Anyway, it's irrelevant la..
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Monday, February 07, 2005
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Turned in at 6.30 after blogging and a singing session with korkor n frens at home.
Woke up with a shock to realise its 1230! Supposed to meet bebe at 1pm, Queensway after playing for bro alvin's CG.
He bought a high.
Headed back home to put down the stuff. Nua for 2hours. Read Drawing Near and chatted with Aunty.
Trained down to Orchard Far East for a quick browse.
Flew down to ChinaTown soon after. Tolled the streets and landed up sinning. I ate Pork Congee at 1130!! Oh no. When will i ever loose those rims of fats of..
Woke up with a shock to realise its 1230! Supposed to meet bebe at 1pm, Queensway after playing for bro alvin's CG.
He bought a high.
Headed back home to put down the stuff. Nua for 2hours. Read Drawing Near and chatted with Aunty.
Trained down to Orchard Far East for a quick browse.
Flew down to ChinaTown soon after. Tolled the streets and landed up sinning. I ate Pork Congee at 1130!! Oh no. When will i ever loose those rims of fats of..
Woa. Poor me had lunch(Ban Mian with my beloved SeekFong who's still lost) at 1pm and dinner(Egg Mayo sandwich bebe bought for me!) at 1.05am. :(
Basically had a slacky Sat afternoon.
John Bevere's meeting was fantastic, hilarious yet purifying. He's good looking too.
Attributes was buzzling with people grabbing books and CDs.
Closing was tough. Not as tough as days of refunds though.
Was joking with CWS bout purchasing Drawing Near. Silli bebe really bought e book at my pest-ilience. I mean, after my playful pesters. First it was the bouquet, now its e book. I think i better stop talking to him at Attributes.
Screamed at darling upon knowing that he's on his way home in a cab of 5.
Me: Dear, let me know if u'l be taking cab with them, so i can plan my member's cab sharing ok.
Be: Ok
Me: *Ring Ring* Dear, pls come to the taxi area now. WHAT? U are on ur way home?!
(At this instant, 1 has left with Gloria Jeans ppl, 1 has decided to cab back alone, leaving on Cherry and I to cab back to our homes) :( God shall bless me with abundance. Cuz i need to cab home every week. No. God shall empower us to count quickly and mould us such that the accounts tally! Amen.
Ok. Resolution for 2005 : Tally accounts by 1110.
And yes, this entry is for Saturday.
Basically had a slacky Sat afternoon.
John Bevere's meeting was fantastic, hilarious yet purifying. He's good looking too.
Attributes was buzzling with people grabbing books and CDs.
Closing was tough. Not as tough as days of refunds though.
Was joking with CWS bout purchasing Drawing Near. Silli bebe really bought e book at my pest-ilience. I mean, after my playful pesters. First it was the bouquet, now its e book. I think i better stop talking to him at Attributes.
Screamed at darling upon knowing that he's on his way home in a cab of 5.
Me: Dear, let me know if u'l be taking cab with them, so i can plan my member's cab sharing ok.
Be: Ok
Me: *Ring Ring* Dear, pls come to the taxi area now. WHAT? U are on ur way home?!
(At this instant, 1 has left with Gloria Jeans ppl, 1 has decided to cab back alone, leaving on Cherry and I to cab back to our homes) :( God shall bless me with abundance. Cuz i need to cab home every week. No. God shall empower us to count quickly and mould us such that the accounts tally! Amen.
Ok. Resolution for 2005 : Tally accounts by 1110.
And yes, this entry is for Saturday.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)