hate

i hate school.
1) i hate the travelling time.
2) i hate paying school fees.
3) i hate the schedule, that changes every semester.
4) i can't plan for travel; simply cause time and $ is tight.
imagine how much more i'd have without having to pay school fees. imagine how much more money i can make if i had the initial capital. fucking hell hate school.

heartfelt.

1) i love you.
2) don't bring hurts from your past relationships into ours. it's not fair for me.
3) each time you bring up previous experiences, my blood boils, without you knowing of cause. even if the gist is to direct at something positive.
4) prove it when you say you trust me. prove it.
5) i feel like i've lost the freedom to make friends.
6) i'm not opening myself to another man. im widening my circle of friends.
7) what's the point of calling up?
8) we're spending time.
9) who do i go home to, whose bed do i sleep on, with whom we share a diary of our shared life?
10) you're not the only one loosing sleep.
11) i'm your kampong girl and i love you, more than ever.
12) you know we are building up albums of great memories.
13) i would take flight and leave the country right now, alone, if only i had the finances.
14) please stop doing this. you know i have suicidal tendencies.

enlightened.

you know; we can go places, enjoy the company of many and simply adore different personalities that come our way.. we can capture beautiful moments and that is all that's left when all is said and done.