Way Back Into Love by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett
Soundtrack of Music and Lyrics Movie by Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore
This song..
Least describes me. I'm strong and I've moved on.
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Dating's Rule Of Thumb
Was talking to P bout the status of being single and going on no-strings-attached dating.
My humble view is summarised:
To put in your best effort, holding on to the idea that although transient, the moments spent together has been a thrilling journey.
My humble view is summarised:
To put in your best effort, holding on to the idea that although transient, the moments spent together has been a thrilling journey.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
in-VAY
A dinner to Lavender Food Street last night after work brought back regrets of a wrong decision i made 3years ago. And worst, whatever got into me, to sign on a bond 2 years back.
Do you know, the bond for Dentistry is such that u pay for which u have not served. (and my mum and sis let out a "fking hell" on that). And the dental nurses are paid while they study, with no strings attached! Be it bond for the dentists or the dental nurses, the all new dental hygienists and therapists loose out big time.
**Shoot me, somebody.
What have i been doing these 3yrs of my life? Whoever takes 3years to learn how to do scaling polishing root planing, extraction(w/o elevators), fillings(kinda exclude asthetic dentistry), infiltration. Yes, talk bout holistic education, learning BUSINESS MARKETING and taking 3 years of sociology and psychology, excluding modules on prosthetic, aesthetic dentistry, implantology, etc. Hence the need to read up alot more, work, ask questions that seem silly to clinic supervisors, etc.
No point inveighing cause nothing's gonna change. And if u talk bout writing to Straits Times Forum or something along that line, no point. We wrote to feedback.gov.sg in year1(how audacious!) bout i-forgot-what and all has remained status quo, as far as we see it. Doesnt the 'bill' call for exigency accelerated?
This post isnt elaborate. Cant vomit 3yrs of thoughts into a single entry rightttt.
I've wallowed in self pity the past 10mins. Its time to give myself a kick in the ass and start on case report for MT due 2/4/07.
This entry and its comments is solely the thought of a human whose future is at stake. Read at your discretion. The writer shall not be liable for any hurts caused in the event.
Haha.
Do you know, the bond for Dentistry is such that u pay for which u have not served. (and my mum and sis let out a "fking hell" on that). And the dental nurses are paid while they study, with no strings attached! Be it bond for the dentists or the dental nurses, the all new dental hygienists and therapists loose out big time.
**Shoot me, somebody.
What have i been doing these 3yrs of my life? Whoever takes 3years to learn how to do scaling polishing root planing, extraction(w/o elevators), fillings(kinda exclude asthetic dentistry), infiltration. Yes, talk bout holistic education, learning BUSINESS MARKETING and taking 3 years of sociology and psychology, excluding modules on prosthetic, aesthetic dentistry, implantology, etc. Hence the need to read up alot more, work, ask questions that seem silly to clinic supervisors, etc.
No point inveighing cause nothing's gonna change. And if u talk bout writing to Straits Times Forum or something along that line, no point. We wrote to feedback.gov.sg in year1(how audacious!) bout i-forgot-what and all has remained status quo, as far as we see it. Doesnt the 'bill' call for exigency accelerated?
This post isnt elaborate. Cant vomit 3yrs of thoughts into a single entry rightttt.
I've wallowed in self pity the past 10mins. Its time to give myself a kick in the ass and start on case report for MT due 2/4/07.
This entry and its comments is solely the thought of a human whose future is at stake. Read at your discretion. The writer shall not be liable for any hurts caused in the event.
Haha.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Asylum of the Saint. (Read: Insane)
YFT wishes to nominate my classmate+dental proj grp member+ex clinical partner+No. 1=Elder AAB as Saint for she has a heart for multicellular organisms of the kingdom Animalia, differing from plants in certain typical characteristics such as capacity for locomotion, nonphotosynthetic metabolism, pronounced response to stimuli, restricted growth, and fixed bodily structure(Read:Animals) and wouldnt even lay a finger on small arthropod animals of the class Insecta, having an adult stage characterized by three pairs of legs and a body segmented into head, thorax, and abdomen and usually having two pairs of wings(Read:Insects).
Whilst YFT was confessing bout his appalling childhood experiences (eating ants off the walls), AAB wouldnt even pinch an ant. Anyhows, YFT justified his actions with this; "Ants are good for the bodily system, you know".
Neither would you catch AAB smacking on a mosquito feasting on her sweet blood. (And we went "Oh poor thing, suck more, send invites to all your female friends!") Waggish humour only those present can comprehend.
She'd probably shriek and faint if she witness the swatting of cockroaches.
Why didnt cockroaches perish together with dinosaurs. They are such disgusting creatures. And should be wiped out of mother earth for the sake of all.
One kudo to AWW upon the long awaited Cl3 Driving Lic.
A dialect adjective for clinics today: Eng eng cheng cheng.
Whilst YFT was confessing bout his appalling childhood experiences (eating ants off the walls), AAB wouldnt even pinch an ant. Anyhows, YFT justified his actions with this; "Ants are good for the bodily system, you know".
Neither would you catch AAB smacking on a mosquito feasting on her sweet blood. (And we went "Oh poor thing, suck more, send invites to all your female friends!") Waggish humour only those present can comprehend.
She'd probably shriek and faint if she witness the swatting of cockroaches.
Why didnt cockroaches perish together with dinosaurs. They are such disgusting creatures. And should be wiped out of mother earth for the sake of all.
One kudo to AWW upon the long awaited Cl3 Driving Lic.
A dialect adjective for clinics today: Eng eng cheng cheng.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Its a very hard undertaking to please all.
Accept the fact, let out a loud sigh, curse for a day and move on. You've made the choices and done actions that work best for you. You know you cant please everyone, and that's fine. :) Let me hear your rants, followed by a deafening laugh and that silly " ^_^ + ;P " expression.
Camry experience
After church, lil sis and i met Dad and i drove them to Blk 680 AMK Ave 5 for western food at Botak Jones. We had salmon, steak(medium) and lamb chop(medium). Salmon($12)-damn juicy. Steak(200gm $14) and lamb(200gm $11) were done to purrrfection, pretty-ly pink and tender. They claim to have the steak tenderized via non-chemical means. Peppery brown sauce was served on a seperate saucer, allowing carnivorous me to sink my teeth into BEEF. It was so palatable without the sauce that i almost went "mooo". White sauce trickled down the lamb chop that was seasoned with rosemary. Each set was served with generous amounts of lettuce, tomato, colesaw and crinkle cut fries seasoned with spice. The average wait time's bout 45-60mins, but the first set came at bout 25mins later. All of us were feasting after 35mins.
After which we went for a spin in Uncle Patrick's Toyota Camry. He's out of town on a business trip and has given me full permission to use his car. ;) But sorry folks, not confident on parking, still an apprentice under Dad's control.
First destination was Tanglin village at Dempsey Road as i wanted to check Oosh out. Unfortunately it was raining and we didnt get out of the car. Afterwhich, we headed for Mount Faber's Jewel Box. Heading home on the expressway, it poured cats and dogs. I could barely see the left rear view mirror and needed extra eyes during lane change. Man, it sure is dangerous driving in bad weather conditions.
Had to take a couple of evasive actions, all of which are caused by taxis. Some were high beamed, some were cursed by Dad, none were horned. Key lesson for today: Remember to check for safety and blindspots before taking evasive actions.
The Camry's quite cool, when compared to the Altis and Lancer! Its seats are adjusted electronically. The seats can not only be brought forward or backward, its height and incline is adjustable too! Imagine incorporating a back massage. Fabulous. Its handbrake is located mesial to the footbrake and its interior is spacious.
Kel, sorry for not replying to your sms. I got a good tongue lashing for sms-ing at the traffic light. Phone was confiscated for a moment. And by the time i laid my hands on it, i rather let u sleep soundly. :)
Cheers and x o to D.
After which we went for a spin in Uncle Patrick's Toyota Camry. He's out of town on a business trip and has given me full permission to use his car. ;) But sorry folks, not confident on parking, still an apprentice under Dad's control.
First destination was Tanglin village at Dempsey Road as i wanted to check Oosh out. Unfortunately it was raining and we didnt get out of the car. Afterwhich, we headed for Mount Faber's Jewel Box. Heading home on the expressway, it poured cats and dogs. I could barely see the left rear view mirror and needed extra eyes during lane change. Man, it sure is dangerous driving in bad weather conditions.
Had to take a couple of evasive actions, all of which are caused by taxis. Some were high beamed, some were cursed by Dad, none were horned. Key lesson for today: Remember to check for safety and blindspots before taking evasive actions.
The Camry's quite cool, when compared to the Altis and Lancer! Its seats are adjusted electronically. The seats can not only be brought forward or backward, its height and incline is adjustable too! Imagine incorporating a back massage. Fabulous. Its handbrake is located mesial to the footbrake and its interior is spacious.
Kel, sorry for not replying to your sms. I got a good tongue lashing for sms-ing at the traffic light. Phone was confiscated for a moment. And by the time i laid my hands on it, i rather let u sleep soundly. :)
Cheers and x o to D.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Get Voguish; Celebrate Curls! And Curse Not.
3+pm, 23/3/07
Was contemplating between going to a home salon or an Orchard Road salon for hair rebonding. Home salon > more expensive, somehow. Settled for all time trustworthy home salon, Audrey@NEL8, despite multiple persuassion from Ping.
Upon learning that i like my hair's natural waves when towel dried, Audrey immediately did a wash and applied STYLIUM Soft Airmousse. Its effect was jaw dropping. Never knew i had such wavy hair that could stay in place (hair products arent created for no apparant reason, silly me!)!! Aud's advise was to leave my crowning glory as it is, as i've gotta have it tied up 80% of the time. Left me for another customer, giving me time to reconsider sleek, accident causing hair under deleterious influences of rebonding chemicals. In that iffy situation, i weighed the pros and cons, finally decided to rebond the frame defining fringe ($50). *Celebrate curls!!! She gave me a crash course on hairstyle maintainence, without pushing any hair products. Merely said, take the chemical and ........... .
She's definately not totally after my money. She could had made $180, yet advised me to go back to her when i cant live any longer with frizzy fringe. But i desperately needed chichi looking fringe la. Gets irritating when im running late and have yet to ∫blow the dripping∫ fringe (no pun intended). ;)
Requested the purchase of a leave in moisturizer and airmousse upon payment. Amounted to $104. The products should last me 6months, taking into consideration that i go to work with out-of-bed,just-tie-it-up-la hair. :P
Honestly, felt chic for a moment. =X
∫Smirks irks old man
This old man placed his 'barang' on the seat beside him in the train. And it seems least considerate as there were folks gripping tightly onto the railings. Stood infront of the barang's seat, tapped him on the shoulder and gave a smile, expressing 'excuse me' in the most polite manner. Ignored me and shut his eyes. This time, i tapped and gave a loud "excuse me, Sir." Irritated but obediently placed his bag under the seat. ^^
Propped my butt down after offering the seat to an Indian lady. I sensed something was amiss when i saw him(via reflection) glance at me. Held my Frietag Donna in my bosoms, right hand placed strategically on the mid of my tote, such that if i see the slightest nonsensical i-wanna-brush-you initiation, it'll hit hard(thanks to books, hair products, >750ml Nalgene water bottle) on his forearm. Cheers to woman's intuition, he attempted to brush but was disappointed. Senior Prurient let out a loud "tsk, your bag la!" I smirked and sarcastically remarked "Ops sorry!" (Dhoby Gaut - Lil India Station)
Destination: Farrer Park (After Lil India)
I stood up, and i guess he couldnt take his gaze(read:stare) off a pulchritude. I smiled and headed for the exit. Just before stepping out of the train, i paused, turned back and flashed my pearlie whites again. As i headed to the nearest escalator, he turned back to my direction and started cursing. Too bad i cant lip read at that speed he was speaking. I couldnt help but graciously beamed.
Ops. It kinda slipped my mind that this entire 3min incident be witnessed by commuters.
Im a woman, hear me roar.
1020pm, 23/3/07
First drive upon obtaining class3 license!
Being a dainty eater, i drove dad n lil sis to Changi Point for Tekong Satay. :) Sinfully yummlicious. Shared a medium plate of hor fun and 'har gow'. Headed to Siglap as i wanted to catch that "chill, weekends are here mood" before hitting the expressway for home.
Its definately easier driving an automatic transmission vehicle. But far too unvaried-boring.
Initally, it was difficult keeping in lane, but got used to the Toyota Altis after awhile.
Would seriously consider getting a manual car over an auto transmission. (if im still in touch with manuals lahhh)
Dad said im a dangerous driver. But hey! It isnt my fault when i accelerated and overtake right after passing the vehicle! You gave instructions w/o ample notice man!!! Ok la..Angelic reflections: Im a P plate and should just proceed to the next exit, loop around and get lost, instead of putting others in danger rightttttt.
He too, brought me to narrow winding roads for practice. (Hey papa, my test route was SOMETHING like that lah)
Long overdue bonding session with Fuglians on 30th April 07.
Was contemplating between going to a home salon or an Orchard Road salon for hair rebonding. Home salon > more expensive, somehow. Settled for all time trustworthy home salon, Audrey@NEL8, despite multiple persuassion from Ping.
Upon learning that i like my hair's natural waves when towel dried, Audrey immediately did a wash and applied STYLIUM Soft Airmousse. Its effect was jaw dropping. Never knew i had such wavy hair that could stay in place (hair products arent created for no apparant reason, silly me!)!! Aud's advise was to leave my crowning glory as it is, as i've gotta have it tied up 80% of the time. Left me for another customer, giving me time to reconsider sleek, accident causing hair under deleterious influences of rebonding chemicals. In that iffy situation, i weighed the pros and cons, finally decided to rebond the frame defining fringe ($50). *Celebrate curls!!! She gave me a crash course on hairstyle maintainence, without pushing any hair products. Merely said, take the chemical and ........... .
She's definately not totally after my money. She could had made $180, yet advised me to go back to her when i cant live any longer with frizzy fringe. But i desperately needed chichi looking fringe la. Gets irritating when im running late and have yet to ∫blow the dripping∫ fringe (no pun intended). ;)
Requested the purchase of a leave in moisturizer and airmousse upon payment. Amounted to $104. The products should last me 6months, taking into consideration that i go to work with out-of-bed,just-tie-it-up-la hair. :P
Honestly, felt chic for a moment. =X
∫Smirks irks old man
This old man placed his 'barang' on the seat beside him in the train. And it seems least considerate as there were folks gripping tightly onto the railings. Stood infront of the barang's seat, tapped him on the shoulder and gave a smile, expressing 'excuse me' in the most polite manner. Ignored me and shut his eyes. This time, i tapped and gave a loud "excuse me, Sir." Irritated but obediently placed his bag under the seat. ^^
Propped my butt down after offering the seat to an Indian lady. I sensed something was amiss when i saw him(via reflection) glance at me. Held my Frietag Donna in my bosoms, right hand placed strategically on the mid of my tote, such that if i see the slightest nonsensical i-wanna-brush-you initiation, it'll hit hard(thanks to books, hair products, >750ml Nalgene water bottle) on his forearm. Cheers to woman's intuition, he attempted to brush but was disappointed. Senior Prurient let out a loud "tsk, your bag la!" I smirked and sarcastically remarked "Ops sorry!" (Dhoby Gaut - Lil India Station)
Destination: Farrer Park (After Lil India)
I stood up, and i guess he couldnt take his gaze(read:stare) off a pulchritude. I smiled and headed for the exit. Just before stepping out of the train, i paused, turned back and flashed my pearlie whites again. As i headed to the nearest escalator, he turned back to my direction and started cursing. Too bad i cant lip read at that speed he was speaking. I couldnt help but graciously beamed.
Ops. It kinda slipped my mind that this entire 3min incident be witnessed by commuters.
Im a woman, hear me roar.
1020pm, 23/3/07
First drive upon obtaining class3 license!
Being a dainty eater, i drove dad n lil sis to Changi Point for Tekong Satay. :) Sinfully yummlicious. Shared a medium plate of hor fun and 'har gow'. Headed to Siglap as i wanted to catch that "chill, weekends are here mood" before hitting the expressway for home.
Its definately easier driving an automatic transmission vehicle. But far too unvaried-boring.
Initally, it was difficult keeping in lane, but got used to the Toyota Altis after awhile.
Would seriously consider getting a manual car over an auto transmission. (if im still in touch with manuals lahhh)
Dad said im a dangerous driver. But hey! It isnt my fault when i accelerated and overtake right after passing the vehicle! You gave instructions w/o ample notice man!!! Ok la..Angelic reflections: Im a P plate and should just proceed to the next exit, loop around and get lost, instead of putting others in danger rightttttt.
He too, brought me to narrow winding roads for practice. (Hey papa, my test route was SOMETHING like that lah)
Long overdue bonding session with Fuglians on 30th April 07.
Friday, March 23, 2007
Driving & Civic Education
21/3/07.
Passed driving.
Worked for 15 hours straight (Attachment, driving, work) and a splitting headache followed. Gritttt my teeth and stayed till 2.45am doing NDC's case presentation competency, filling in the dental charts of my study subect and tie up loose strings. Amounts to 20hours of non stop work! *Brain fagged.
Traffic Police Test incident report:
1) Entered the balloting room after it has started! Embarrassment +++!!!
2) While the greetings of others were "Good afternoon, Sir," Im not sure what made me go "Hello!" in that unusually peppy tone.
3) Sauntered to the Black Mitsubishi Lancer with instructor following behind (Took occassional glances using glass reflections) upon reaching, took my time placing coins ($4.90 worth, thanks to the use of a payable public toilet) into my purse and had a sip of water. Act like i was adjusting mirrors, seat, blah, not forgetting a kooky look checking blindspots and mirrors.
4) Circuit - phenomenal, zero mistakes, unlike 20th March- 2nd night session, went circuit, knocked down 1 pole(first time!), mount kerb(2nd time), had to reverse manovuer in S course, stalled on slope - Diasterous. Uncle Philip: You going for war tomorrow leh!)
5) Stalled once when exiting KampongUbiDrivingCentre. Thanks to a P Plate Black Mazda 3 which dashed out, giving me a lil shock. Hurry clutched in and restart, act zai and look silly checking checking checking i-dont-know-what.
6) Fear gripped me, suddenly. Turned the radio's vol up at red light. (Uncle Philip's comments: First time in history this happened. Dare devil.)
7) On minor road, need to turn left to major road. Left lane's que was damn long, checked and wanted to head for the right lane when he again said LEFT! Realised im taking a TEST and am supposed to be a goody-goody. Checked and braked and turned left. Cost: 8demerit points for taking evasive actions.
8) Fail to give signal and slow down during lane sharing. Cost: 4demerit points
9) Occassional failure to check blind spots. Cost: 4demerit points
10) Back in evaluation room, "Your driving is gooo, no, ok." And all that nagging bout signalling, blind spots, slowing down..
Upon ticking PASSED, i was GLEAMED, and stood up almost IMMEDIATELY. "I pass you, you very happy huh?" I went," Ya, happy, very happy" And my butt was down the next second. IC & Test paper returned. Had to wait to watch a video, took photograph and la kopi with Uncle Philip and his probably aphrodisiac friend. We joked, teased, praise each other and laughed out LOUD.
11) SMSed while 'watching' the video, processed the application form and made a new friend, WanTing.
xxx scored 26points on draft paper, but demerited 18 on paper. Justice undone! Is it the hot pants or blackcurrent hair? Either one.
Ecstasy of passing was short lived. 45mins?
Dad drove me to work.
1 high vac went missing that night and poor Peg. had to dig the trash. :(
Dad was juiced up. He wanted me to drive him and lil sis for supper! Rejected the kind offer, thanks to judgement impairing misery in the head. At supper, he bought $30 worth of 4D tickets-something i never knew he did. Is it habitual or in the name of helping the handicapped?
Thursday, 22/3/07
TSK - initials of a realllly sociable patient. While waiting for KCG(check SRP), we exchanged views about members of the society, how ugly Singaporeans get, past experiences, politics, and a hell lot more. She just came back from Penang and bought us mangoes and sweet-sour-preserved-lime. Striked upon me once again, that it really is the personal touch clinicians have with clients that motivate them to continue treatment with you. You need not be the brightest crayon in the box to make it in the real world. Fundamentally voices down to communication. Not forgetting responsibility, which basically means Response Ability.
And it really makes me ponder, how many folks thank the cleaners at the hawker centres verbally? Or even flash a warm smile for helping clear the mess in front of them. Has everyone ever imagined what it'll be without these folks who clears after you? Have you ever smiled/greet the toilet cleaners in the morning or asked if they've had their meals?
A beer-bellied balding man irked Kel Carmen and me on Wed. While the cleaner was a step away, he conveniently swept a piece of tissue onto the floor. And pointed his stubby index finger to the table, 'signalling' her to clean it. Obliged to pick it up, wiped the table after. Confession: I was cursing him like i never did in my entire 20years. No 19years. Next, he asked his FEMALE collegue to down the oscillating speed of the wall fan (the switch was so high up i could see her granny undies when she stretched in a failed attempt to reach). And went on complaining bout the fan while fixing that few strands of hair(exaggerating). And came the food, he was whining bout how sub-standard it was. Come on, you want clean chairs and tables, cool temperature, gourmet food and pretty ladies, pay the 10% service charge and go ahead with fine dine and wine. When you're in Rome, act like the Romans do!
Passed driving.
Worked for 15 hours straight (Attachment, driving, work) and a splitting headache followed. Gritttt my teeth and stayed till 2.45am doing NDC's case presentation competency, filling in the dental charts of my study subect and tie up loose strings. Amounts to 20hours of non stop work! *Brain fagged.
Traffic Police Test incident report:
1) Entered the balloting room after it has started! Embarrassment +++!!!
2) While the greetings of others were "Good afternoon, Sir," Im not sure what made me go "Hello!" in that unusually peppy tone.
3) Sauntered to the Black Mitsubishi Lancer with instructor following behind (Took occassional glances using glass reflections) upon reaching, took my time placing coins ($4.90 worth, thanks to the use of a payable public toilet) into my purse and had a sip of water. Act like i was adjusting mirrors, seat, blah, not forgetting a kooky look checking blindspots and mirrors.
4) Circuit - phenomenal, zero mistakes, unlike 20th March- 2nd night session, went circuit, knocked down 1 pole(first time!), mount kerb(2nd time), had to reverse manovuer in S course, stalled on slope - Diasterous. Uncle Philip: You going for war tomorrow leh!)
5) Stalled once when exiting KampongUbiDrivingCentre. Thanks to a P Plate Black Mazda 3 which dashed out, giving me a lil shock. Hurry clutched in and restart, act zai and look silly checking checking checking i-dont-know-what.
6) Fear gripped me, suddenly. Turned the radio's vol up at red light. (Uncle Philip's comments: First time in history this happened. Dare devil.)
7) On minor road, need to turn left to major road. Left lane's que was damn long, checked and wanted to head for the right lane when he again said LEFT! Realised im taking a TEST and am supposed to be a goody-goody. Checked and braked and turned left. Cost: 8demerit points for taking evasive actions.
8) Fail to give signal and slow down during lane sharing. Cost: 4demerit points
9) Occassional failure to check blind spots. Cost: 4demerit points
10) Back in evaluation room, "Your driving is gooo, no, ok." And all that nagging bout signalling, blind spots, slowing down..
Upon ticking PASSED, i was GLEAMED, and stood up almost IMMEDIATELY. "I pass you, you very happy huh?" I went," Ya, happy, very happy" And my butt was down the next second. IC & Test paper returned. Had to wait to watch a video, took photograph and la kopi with Uncle Philip and his probably aphrodisiac friend. We joked, teased, praise each other and laughed out LOUD.
11) SMSed while 'watching' the video, processed the application form and made a new friend, WanTing.
xxx scored 26points on draft paper, but demerited 18 on paper. Justice undone! Is it the hot pants or blackcurrent hair? Either one.
Ecstasy of passing was short lived. 45mins?
Dad drove me to work.
1 high vac went missing that night and poor Peg. had to dig the trash. :(
Dad was juiced up. He wanted me to drive him and lil sis for supper! Rejected the kind offer, thanks to judgement impairing misery in the head. At supper, he bought $30 worth of 4D tickets-something i never knew he did. Is it habitual or in the name of helping the handicapped?
Thursday, 22/3/07
TSK - initials of a realllly sociable patient. While waiting for KCG(check SRP), we exchanged views about members of the society, how ugly Singaporeans get, past experiences, politics, and a hell lot more. She just came back from Penang and bought us mangoes and sweet-sour-preserved-lime. Striked upon me once again, that it really is the personal touch clinicians have with clients that motivate them to continue treatment with you. You need not be the brightest crayon in the box to make it in the real world. Fundamentally voices down to communication. Not forgetting responsibility, which basically means Response Ability.
And it really makes me ponder, how many folks thank the cleaners at the hawker centres verbally? Or even flash a warm smile for helping clear the mess in front of them. Has everyone ever imagined what it'll be without these folks who clears after you? Have you ever smiled/greet the toilet cleaners in the morning or asked if they've had their meals?
A beer-bellied balding man irked Kel Carmen and me on Wed. While the cleaner was a step away, he conveniently swept a piece of tissue onto the floor. And pointed his stubby index finger to the table, 'signalling' her to clean it. Obliged to pick it up, wiped the table after. Confession: I was cursing him like i never did in my entire 20years. No 19years. Next, he asked his FEMALE collegue to down the oscillating speed of the wall fan (the switch was so high up i could see her granny undies when she stretched in a failed attempt to reach). And went on complaining bout the fan while fixing that few strands of hair(exaggerating). And came the food, he was whining bout how sub-standard it was. Come on, you want clean chairs and tables, cool temperature, gourmet food and pretty ladies, pay the 10% service charge and go ahead with fine dine and wine. When you're in Rome, act like the Romans do!
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Respect of spatiality
The respect of spatiality and its horrendous results. It'd had been less awkard if i knew you better, or if u arent hard of hearing. Ear syringing might just be the solution.
Vaguely recall what i said / did in THAT sticky wicket, just bewildered by the amount of 'courage' i gathered.
And im seriously wondering, what my hair was like at the pantry.
To a..
1) Stranger/Acquaintance: There'e thread on your pants.
2) Friend: There's something i cant take my eyes off; the thread on your sexy thighs. *Gladly reaches out and removes it, accidental brushing of the PERKS is unavoidable*
Someone said im a 'cock teaser'. Whatever that meant, the previous paragraph probably justified his speech.
Girls, lesson learnt: Dont try too hard pursuing your eye candy nor initiate a conversation before rehersing a line 1billion times. :)
Vaguely recall what i said / did in THAT sticky wicket, just bewildered by the amount of 'courage' i gathered.
And im seriously wondering, what my hair was like at the pantry.
To a..
1) Stranger/Acquaintance: There'e thread on your pants.
2) Friend: There's something i cant take my eyes off; the thread on your sexy thighs. *Gladly reaches out and removes it, accidental brushing of the PERKS is unavoidable*
Someone said im a 'cock teaser'. Whatever that meant, the previous paragraph probably justified his speech.
Girls, lesson learnt: Dont try too hard pursuing your eye candy nor initiate a conversation before rehersing a line 1billion times. :)
Helter skelter
The following is making life hell of a wreck!
1) NDC case study report
2) NDC oral viva
3) HPB case study report
4) Clinic management assignment
5) HPB reflections
6) Marketing research, write up and presentation
7) Driving test
8) The urge for lower leg brazillian waxing
9) Desire for a COACH legacy leather wristlet (So diff from my FREITAG Donna! Aint a sucker for LV Gucci Prada, but looking at its classic design and threads.) Contribution to the COACH Relief Fund is available. Enquire within 'comments'.
10) Sunshine. Who's near yet so far.
11) Lack of Starbucks and the company
Not a bad mix of tiny and large stress boulders.
Apologies for wasting 2mins reading trash. Lets hope boss is not behind you, nor is he taking down this address for personal 'gratification' (No pun intended.)
GET YOUR ASS BACK TO WORK! (If its between 9.30am - 10am, i make a good break khaki.) ;)
Ok lets waste another 30secs.
Lil sis bought 3 magnificently finned male Guppies (red, yellow, blue) and 1 fugly looking pregnant outcast. Analyzing it for 20mins sounds totally absurd, but we did.
Speaking of which, P, C and I (not K, as in Phua Chu Kang-Ahhh ha, cheesy) cut some slack (1hr +) in the pantry this morning. Exchanging views bout work in the near future, upbringing of kids(1980s VS 2000), how we used to get caned, marriage, what you'd do if your patient starts wailing, etc. (Too tired to continue, Check this space for updates tomorrow, or maybe never. Blame my short term memory.)
Some say, the tissue regeneration peak is from 12-2am. They dont call it beauty sleep for no apparant cause.
Hypothesis: Chronic sleep deprivation can thus, indirectly lead to some form of low self esteem due to irritated looking skin.
1) NDC case study report
2) NDC oral viva
3) HPB case study report
4) Clinic management assignment
5) HPB reflections
6) Marketing research, write up and presentation
7) Driving test
8) The urge for lower leg brazillian waxing
9) Desire for a COACH legacy leather wristlet (So diff from my FREITAG Donna! Aint a sucker for LV Gucci Prada, but looking at its classic design and threads.) Contribution to the COACH Relief Fund is available. Enquire within 'comments'.
10) Sunshine. Who's near yet so far.
11) Lack of Starbucks and the company
Not a bad mix of tiny and large stress boulders.
Apologies for wasting 2mins reading trash. Lets hope boss is not behind you, nor is he taking down this address for personal 'gratification' (No pun intended.)
GET YOUR ASS BACK TO WORK! (If its between 9.30am - 10am, i make a good break khaki.) ;)
Ok lets waste another 30secs.
Lil sis bought 3 magnificently finned male Guppies (red, yellow, blue) and 1 fugly looking pregnant outcast. Analyzing it for 20mins sounds totally absurd, but we did.
Speaking of which, P, C and I (not K, as in Phua Chu Kang-Ahhh ha, cheesy) cut some slack (1hr +) in the pantry this morning. Exchanging views bout work in the near future, upbringing of kids(1980s VS 2000), how we used to get caned, marriage, what you'd do if your patient starts wailing, etc. (Too tired to continue, Check this space for updates tomorrow, or maybe never. Blame my short term memory.)
Some say, the tissue regeneration peak is from 12-2am. They dont call it beauty sleep for no apparant cause.
Hypothesis: Chronic sleep deprivation can thus, indirectly lead to some form of low self esteem due to irritated looking skin.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Get that ass moving.
Mum's pleased with her lassies (sis and i) when we finally made a decision to tidy up the room! Man, it was hard work clearing clothes, receipts, tissue paper(YIKES), lecture notes, worksheets, magazines, and all that what-nots. The most amazing find: 8x3 packets of electronically tested and lubricated condoms! Compliments of the nation! Brother's in the army, as a medic you see. And he was in charge of giving out condoms to hormone charged lads, which included everyone in his platoon, noobs included, when he was away for training in Thailand. Before you wonder what i did with 24 individually packed condoms, i kept them in a zip-lock bag. And what should i do..? Suggestions, anyone?
In any case, we vacuumed and mopped, headed to PS soon after for window shopping. :) At the end of the day, realise its your family member(s) who cares most about you. And it really is ok farting in front of lil sis, do silly things together, talk to her with grody morning breath.
You've been crossing my mind. Im jeopardised.
In any case, we vacuumed and mopped, headed to PS soon after for window shopping. :) At the end of the day, realise its your family member(s) who cares most about you. And it really is ok farting in front of lil sis, do silly things together, talk to her with grody morning breath.
You've been crossing my mind. Im jeopardised.
Monsters without rest
It was Dad's treat to zi char!! Was at Bedok South for dinner; Curry fish head and veg, ceral prawns and stir fried deer's meat with ginger and onions. After dinner, lil sis and i played childhood game "chi-ko-pa" in silent mode 'cause we didnt know which action corresponds to chi, ko, pa. Turned heads of the football fanatics when we burst out in uncontainable shrieks. Its easy to condition lil sis. And when i succeeded, i won her 7times straight before she realised! The trick? Amplify actions and give loud "Ahs!". At the same time, study her patterns and the cheeky look combined with 'what-if-i-loose-AGAIN'.
*Sighs. Round 2.
Aint a jaunty night out.
(A misty morning does not signify a cloudy day. We'll have good times more, i guess.)
Handful of anorexic-looking females lurk in Blk 85 Bedok's Food Market. No wonder they can afford the calories from oil painted char grilled satay, ghee filled roti prata(s), barbequed finger-licking-good chicken wings, etc. Dressed in uber short "peach" showing denim skirts, tank top and flip flops, feasting away on what seem to me like a zillion calories. Side track: Envious but I dont quite worry bout what i see in the mirror. Even if its concave. They always say, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder right..And even if the entire world is grossed out by me and pimply cellulite, Mum thinks im her gorgeous. Hence, I wouldnt resist food even if its 10mins before bed. I rather be few grams heavier and enjoy life than be worried all the time. Back on track: D was chatty for awhile, recounting an interesting day, yet i was out of sorts, too tired to reciprocate. And soon we both got rather silent. D waited far too long for his soupy pork noodles (more than 40mins!) and decided to walk away after we downed the sugar cane juice. The hawker probably forgot his order. Monsters without rest, isnt it so true?
I suppose sometimes, we should take time once in a while to just.. enjoy the moment. Silently sipping a cuppa caffeinated goody and read the papers at Starbucks, watch DVDs at home and occassional punches of banter. The perfect "date".
My plan was for D to have dinner/supper, and head to Siglap for Iced Cafe Mocha. Foiled by fatigue. :(
Conclusions drawn:
Be careful what you put into your body, health is too important to ignore.
Taking a power nap from time to time can put you back in the pink!
Simplicity-a marvel if you truly live it in this age.
Upon reflecting how this week has been, i'd say: Bumpy. Joyce and i soared to limits in clinics. Guess we tongue-lashed each other every other day. (Or was i the only one yelling away?) Hmmm.. Isnt my 2007 resol. to live and let live?
Remember the buddy system.. because two have more fun than one!
Kel: This's for you.
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts or fears.
But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.
(Guess I have more than you. But just swallow this effort, lah. Just for YOU.)
I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with it's untold stories.
But I can be here with you now.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, but I can cry
with you and help you pick up the pieces and put them back in
place. (Think: Chopped onions)
I can't quite recall what we bitch about,
But I can recall the smiles and puffs I had with you, and Fugs.
Its written in the stars.
*Sighs. Round 2.
Aint a jaunty night out.
(A misty morning does not signify a cloudy day. We'll have good times more, i guess.)
Handful of anorexic-looking females lurk in Blk 85 Bedok's Food Market. No wonder they can afford the calories from oil painted char grilled satay, ghee filled roti prata(s), barbequed finger-licking-good chicken wings, etc. Dressed in uber short "peach" showing denim skirts, tank top and flip flops, feasting away on what seem to me like a zillion calories. Side track: Envious but I dont quite worry bout what i see in the mirror. Even if its concave. They always say, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder right..And even if the entire world is grossed out by me and pimply cellulite, Mum thinks im her gorgeous. Hence, I wouldnt resist food even if its 10mins before bed. I rather be few grams heavier and enjoy life than be worried all the time. Back on track: D was chatty for awhile, recounting an interesting day, yet i was out of sorts, too tired to reciprocate. And soon we both got rather silent. D waited far too long for his soupy pork noodles (more than 40mins!) and decided to walk away after we downed the sugar cane juice. The hawker probably forgot his order. Monsters without rest, isnt it so true?
I suppose sometimes, we should take time once in a while to just.. enjoy the moment. Silently sipping a cuppa caffeinated goody and read the papers at Starbucks, watch DVDs at home and occassional punches of banter. The perfect "date".
My plan was for D to have dinner/supper, and head to Siglap for Iced Cafe Mocha. Foiled by fatigue. :(
Conclusions drawn:
Be careful what you put into your body, health is too important to ignore.
Taking a power nap from time to time can put you back in the pink!
Simplicity-a marvel if you truly live it in this age.
Upon reflecting how this week has been, i'd say: Bumpy. Joyce and i soared to limits in clinics. Guess we tongue-lashed each other every other day. (Or was i the only one yelling away?) Hmmm.. Isnt my 2007 resol. to live and let live?
Remember the buddy system.. because two have more fun than one!
Kel: This's for you.
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts or fears.
But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.
(Guess I have more than you. But just swallow this effort, lah. Just for YOU.)
I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with it's untold stories.
But I can be here with you now.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, but I can cry
with you and help you pick up the pieces and put them back in
place. (Think: Chopped onions)
I can't quite recall what we bitch about,
But I can recall the smiles and puffs I had with you, and Fugs.
Its written in the stars.
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Back tracks.
Wed 14 March 07.
Adequate sleep help the body metabolise free radicals, which are thought to acclerate ageing and cancerous growths. Chronic sleep deprivation(sounds like me) has been shown to lead to obesity, chronic memory loss, suppressed immune system and increased risk of diabetes and gastrointestinal disease. Upon digesting that information, i decided to retire as soon as i got home from work(11pm).
Sleeping early (12am, still unable to determine what really transpired.Was it marketing assignment, deep thoughts bout what the future holds, monetary issues, or is my hair just too wet for bed) on Wed, hoping to wake up fresh on Thurs was a futile bid. Sluggishly dragged myself to the basin for a splash, waking up to the idea that im running late, uniform's not ready, NDC's stuff not prepared, etc. ( I've eased my reader into Thursday, 15 March 07.)
Combine the effects of high estrogen & progesterone levels and waking up on the wrong side of the bed, poor lil sis was bawled out early in the morning for conveniently leaving sweet wrappers on the dining table. Passed her a nougat (compliments from KD for sending her my well wishes when she was not feeling well) and she thought its part of an apology. Sisters are silly lil creatures who look up to you, wants to wear your clothes, wows at your new buys, complains for not taking dinner with them, and the list goes on. Cute.
Side track.. Forgiveness comes before an apology.
Oh. And i smiled at eye candy in horridly "displaced" after-a-mad-day-of-work-in-that-shower-cap hair. What was i doing. Im supposed to portray an in·di·vid·u·al·is·tic image, an emerging sophisticate.
"You're just too far, from where we are, gotta go home, let me go home"
I cant wait for Friday / Saturday's midnight(overnight) tryst with D!
TGIF!
Adequate sleep help the body metabolise free radicals, which are thought to acclerate ageing and cancerous growths. Chronic sleep deprivation(sounds like me) has been shown to lead to obesity, chronic memory loss, suppressed immune system and increased risk of diabetes and gastrointestinal disease. Upon digesting that information, i decided to retire as soon as i got home from work(11pm).
Sleeping early (12am, still unable to determine what really transpired.Was it marketing assignment, deep thoughts bout what the future holds, monetary issues, or is my hair just too wet for bed) on Wed, hoping to wake up fresh on Thurs was a futile bid. Sluggishly dragged myself to the basin for a splash, waking up to the idea that im running late, uniform's not ready, NDC's stuff not prepared, etc. ( I've eased my reader into Thursday, 15 March 07.)
Combine the effects of high estrogen & progesterone levels and waking up on the wrong side of the bed, poor lil sis was bawled out early in the morning for conveniently leaving sweet wrappers on the dining table. Passed her a nougat (compliments from KD for sending her my well wishes when she was not feeling well) and she thought its part of an apology. Sisters are silly lil creatures who look up to you, wants to wear your clothes, wows at your new buys, complains for not taking dinner with them, and the list goes on. Cute.
Side track.. Forgiveness comes before an apology.
Oh. And i smiled at eye candy in horridly "displaced" after-a-mad-day-of-work-in-that-shower-cap hair. What was i doing. Im supposed to portray an in·di·vid·u·al·is·tic image, an emerging sophisticate.
"You're just too far, from where we are, gotta go home, let me go home"
I cant wait for Friday / Saturday's midnight(overnight) tryst with D!
TGIF!
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
NewYork NewYork (CityLink)
Get together session at NewYorkNewYork, CityLink. The que was horrendously long (they dont accept reservations beyond 0630pm. To make reservations at NewYorkNewYork (City Link), call 6341 9695.). Service was prompt. Portions generous. And company: Fabulous with fits of hysterical laughter from Gina and i.
I had Fish and Alfredo, of which i totally regretted. Creamy +++! But that halfed the sin when i got so sick of the smooth and creammy divine-at-first crap. (Read:Which means i've got more sin points)
Couple of side dishes and desert ordered, strictly for sharing.
Tonight's ultimate experience: Mudpie. Sin level : 7/10. The warm chocolate over that crust and sponge is definately worth breaking your new year resolution; 'i-want-to-eat-less-of-THE-brown-stuff'. 3.5 stars.
Iced mocha was a tad too sweet.
Would die for: Starbucks Iced Cafe Mocha, skimmed milk, ice cubes, no whipped cream or Iced Latte and a pump of Irish Cream, skimmed milk, ice cubes, no whipped cream.
Who's the last person on your mind, and the first when you wake?
I had Fish and Alfredo, of which i totally regretted. Creamy +++! But that halfed the sin when i got so sick of the smooth and creammy divine-at-first crap. (Read:Which means i've got more sin points)
Couple of side dishes and desert ordered, strictly for sharing.
Tonight's ultimate experience: Mudpie. Sin level : 7/10. The warm chocolate over that crust and sponge is definately worth breaking your new year resolution; 'i-want-to-eat-less-of-THE-brown-stuff'. 3.5 stars.
Iced mocha was a tad too sweet.
Would die for: Starbucks Iced Cafe Mocha, skimmed milk, ice cubes, no whipped cream or Iced Latte and a pump of Irish Cream, skimmed milk, ice cubes, no whipped cream.
Who's the last person on your mind, and the first when you wake?
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Monday, March 12, 2007
I am experiencing a bad episode of ** withdrawals.
Fri night. No Sat 1.30am. Met ^^, sans make up;au nauturale. Parked at Specialists and went on a Starbucks hunt. Sadly, yet expectedly, shutters down at 2am SHARP. :(
Strolled and teased on down aimlessly, in an attempt to negate some calories from brother's syringing of Heineken when i lost in his vicious game of poker earlier that evening. That aside, "" and i landed up at a pool area, where i lost 2-1. Fiasco. Forgiven thou, 3rd try at this, minus yahoo pool.
Headed to ||'s place for dvd marathon but things heated up. The rest: history.
Am in the midst of conditioning --. E.g.: Who is the lady who looks good because she has dark brown faintly seductive eyes? (You)
Driving instructor: "Dont drive like an experienced driver when you're still a learner. Slow down, be patient and look silly checking blindspots all the time." Is that a compliment?
javascript:void(0)
Quoting from PM Lee HL,
"You go to work, you come back from work, you take public transport. You have a car on the weekends, you take your car out for a spin."
Pushing for more red plate users..?
Joining the league-in my TWENTIES.. An exciting expedition up ahead. Looking forward to being 21, start a trading account, adding zeros to my bank account. Yet.. Countless worries bout THIS bleek future. Parliament: Give us all, a sign!
Fri night. No Sat 1.30am. Met ^^, sans make up;au nauturale. Parked at Specialists and went on a Starbucks hunt. Sadly, yet expectedly, shutters down at 2am SHARP. :(
Strolled and teased on down aimlessly, in an attempt to negate some calories from brother's syringing of Heineken when i lost in his vicious game of poker earlier that evening. That aside, "" and i landed up at a pool area, where i lost 2-1. Fiasco. Forgiven thou, 3rd try at this, minus yahoo pool.
Headed to ||'s place for dvd marathon but things heated up. The rest: history.
Am in the midst of conditioning --. E.g.: Who is the lady who looks good because she has dark brown faintly seductive eyes? (You)
Driving instructor: "Dont drive like an experienced driver when you're still a learner. Slow down, be patient and look silly checking blindspots all the time." Is that a compliment?
javascript:void(0)
Quoting from PM Lee HL,
"You go to work, you come back from work, you take public transport. You have a car on the weekends, you take your car out for a spin."
Pushing for more red plate users..?
Joining the league-in my TWENTIES.. An exciting expedition up ahead. Looking forward to being 21, start a trading account, adding zeros to my bank account. Yet.. Countless worries bout THIS bleek future. Parliament: Give us all, a sign!
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
The worst relationships are the ones that wear away at you by attrition.
One modest disappointment after another.
A neglected call.
A missed dinner date.
A forgotten gift.
Love isn't always about grand gestures and flowery apologies.
You never had to spend much time with me.
And I never asked for much - just the certainty that when you said you'd call back, you would. Or that if you couldn't make it in time, you'd let me know.
Simple courtesies like that.
Do you know the amount of time I spent waiting for you to call?
Or keeping my fingers crossed in agony over whether you'd make it to see me?
I would put my plans on hold for up to a week on the off-chance.
Of course I grew tired of waiting.
But then I'd wait some more.
Of course I'd tell myself that I would never let anyone else string me along this way. But when the opportunity presented itself, I'd just do it all over again.
That's why I said that knowledge makes me vulnerable.
Nobody but me should know that I suffered like that.
I never told you because I just wanted the few times we had together to be happy and free of these banal little irritations.
I just assumed things would get better with time.
I never told you because I needed to preserve my dignity.
I was a strong, confident woman who didn't need anyone else in her life, who had a string of people who loved to spend time with her, who went through men like water.
Why was I being over-sensitive and needy and pathetic like this?
Absolutely out of character.
I had to disown that part of myself.
And thus, I had to disown what I felt about you.
And so I did things to sabotage our relationship.
I kept the truth from you.
Because that was the only thing I had control over. I had to convince myself that I didn't care. I had to numb myself to what I felt. I used other men with their tokens of affection to fill the gaping void you tore inside me.That's how it all works together, okay? Like a bird with a broken wing. Looking out at the sky and wanting to fly but knowing it never will. And so it begins to eat away at its feathers and starve itself in despair. Knowing that the more it destroys itself, the less chances it will have to escape the cage it's in. I wanted to respond to you today. And I began to, in a rather clumsy and inadequate way. But you see, I started crying at my phone and everyone started looking at me funny. And I had to stop myself. It's not that I wanted to shut you out. (What would be the point since you know too much already.) It's just that I can't talk about it right now. I just can't. Maybe one day we will have a "Before Sunset" moment. Or not, as life sees fit. You asked if I thought about you. Well I do - and I did especially when I watched that movie. Sentimental me. If you want answers, come find me another day - at the right time and in the right place - and I will tell you everything. Or maybe you will read this and you'll know. Whatever it is, until I next hear from you, take care of yourself.
One modest disappointment after another.
A neglected call.
A missed dinner date.
A forgotten gift.
Love isn't always about grand gestures and flowery apologies.
You never had to spend much time with me.
And I never asked for much - just the certainty that when you said you'd call back, you would. Or that if you couldn't make it in time, you'd let me know.
Simple courtesies like that.
Do you know the amount of time I spent waiting for you to call?
Or keeping my fingers crossed in agony over whether you'd make it to see me?
I would put my plans on hold for up to a week on the off-chance.
Of course I grew tired of waiting.
But then I'd wait some more.
Of course I'd tell myself that I would never let anyone else string me along this way. But when the opportunity presented itself, I'd just do it all over again.
That's why I said that knowledge makes me vulnerable.
Nobody but me should know that I suffered like that.
I never told you because I just wanted the few times we had together to be happy and free of these banal little irritations.
I just assumed things would get better with time.
I never told you because I needed to preserve my dignity.
I was a strong, confident woman who didn't need anyone else in her life, who had a string of people who loved to spend time with her, who went through men like water.
Why was I being over-sensitive and needy and pathetic like this?
Absolutely out of character.
I had to disown that part of myself.
And thus, I had to disown what I felt about you.
And so I did things to sabotage our relationship.
I kept the truth from you.
Because that was the only thing I had control over. I had to convince myself that I didn't care. I had to numb myself to what I felt. I used other men with their tokens of affection to fill the gaping void you tore inside me.That's how it all works together, okay? Like a bird with a broken wing. Looking out at the sky and wanting to fly but knowing it never will. And so it begins to eat away at its feathers and starve itself in despair. Knowing that the more it destroys itself, the less chances it will have to escape the cage it's in. I wanted to respond to you today. And I began to, in a rather clumsy and inadequate way. But you see, I started crying at my phone and everyone started looking at me funny. And I had to stop myself. It's not that I wanted to shut you out. (What would be the point since you know too much already.) It's just that I can't talk about it right now. I just can't. Maybe one day we will have a "Before Sunset" moment. Or not, as life sees fit. You asked if I thought about you. Well I do - and I did especially when I watched that movie. Sentimental me. If you want answers, come find me another day - at the right time and in the right place - and I will tell you everything. Or maybe you will read this and you'll know. Whatever it is, until I next hear from you, take care of yourself.
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