I've been thinking bout a few of you, really. I've been longing for the longest time to catch up with you folks over a cup of cheap kopi. Or just while the day away drifting in and out of bed, catching outdated movies on rented dvd, etc.
I can't wait for the upcoming week to pass. Then I'll have a lil breathing space. And it'll be exam preparations.
One year of studies would pass me by.
2 more to go.
The only event i'm looking forward to is the trip to Sipadan (Malaysia only la) in end of June. It's a lil incentive for hanging on for the past 6 months, and when i return, it's back to school which should be starting in July.
Then the worry of working on night sessions clashing into night class would start all over again. 4 more cycles.
Just how long more can i go on for.
We'll see.
Now i'm feeling apologetic for all i have written. It should have been bout how much i miss the good o' days with you guys, laughing, taking photos,
There's gotta be somewhere else for me to nag bout life.
My dream job is to be a paramedic. I want to help people. I like the challenge of making a difference, when every second is crucial to a person's life. I like the feeling of making swift accurate decisions. But I'm not heading that way; it's too far fetched. Maybe i'll be a tooth-fairy-without-borders. Maybe i'll pursue my innermost dreams when i no longer have to worry bout being able to feed myself.
Maybe i'll just leave the face of this earth before i even get anywhere.
Maybe it's here where i nag, everyone listens and nobody answers.
