Funny day at sch with Fugs again. As usual.
Gosh. Infection control is killing me. Cant get anything in. Its jus like Oral Health cannnn. It goes on and on and on cannnn. Da notes dont look like its prepared by Dr Ron cannnnn. Its SO WORDY cannnnn. Wonder if i'l be able to present anything on the script later cannnnn. bAh. Im so tired cannnnn. Wasted too much time after sch at Bishan with mei mei having dinner and all cannnn.
Notice my new lingo cannnnn?
Captain's Ball tournament later on. Im gonna have a wacking fun time. Its gonna be hilarious. Its gonna be funny. Its gonna be embarrasing. I've got no ball sense. Really. None. Zero. But im physically fit. Bah. So what? Its not too revelant. = Its bout teamwork and ball sense after all. dUh. And what if DT students loose to the nursing cohort? This would be the question most of us DTs will be pondering about. hO ho hO. The verdict of who's in who's out will be out soon.
Keep your eyes on this page to find out more!

Lethargy almost dragged me to being an absentee. Went sch basically for 2 reasons. 1) Pass Vocaluptous CD to Kel. 2) Return Infection Control notes to Cady. I felt so irresponsible not to pass it back to her! I know the feeling of having notes with someone else though planning not to study today.
Gosh, had Mac again today. Did i mention breakfast and dinner at Mac yesterday? Im.. getting.. sick of the word M-A-C. Mac.
Friday's gonna be horrid with Mock Captain's Ball. U all know what lousy ball sense i have though im physically fit. Boo.
And now the next thing's bugging me. To go or not to go for the conference tonight? I've test on Friday. Thank God im more or less done with my assignment. But the thing is. Im so very tired. Really.
I dont know what it is.. That makes me feel like this.. I dont know who u are.. But u must be some kind of superstar.

Lao-ed Yu Sheng with CG today. CGM was great. From games all the way to good byes. Such a family. Went down Attribute's Office and data entried all the way to 6pm. Successfully made my way to PS. On the way there, familar buildings are all around. But i was clueless to the exact spots i was at. = Was led by 'intuition', or should i say, HS. (= At HAUT, i made another order for a tee. I like their stuff. Its.. simple, yet sophiscated. Urmm.. how should i put it... *_*
And yes, i shopped alone down the lonely streets of Orchard Road. Bebe's fast asleep after a long week.

Bought SINS Choc for a fren. Birthday gift, as i said.

I've known you since 2000. Yet, we've never once had a decent conversation. Well, maybe once. I always stumble on my words when i see you. Why? I dont quite get it either. Till today, as i saw u at town, i jus didnt have the courage to express what i've long wanted to. I feel silly. I feel stupid. I feel dumb. Very.

And God, this week's gonna be really tough to pull through.
Mon : Tuition
Tues - Thurs : Ulf Ekman's Conference (Whiny tune : I wanna go!)
Fri : ComApp assignment to be submitted. Infection Control test.
All the doo da dae, i've not started on my PPT slides. Jus complete the Word part not long ago. Wanted to start on PPT today. But guess wad? The latest version right here is MSWord 97. 97, mind you.
Hope to wake up early and go sch do lahh. (i used lahh cuz im Brain Dead.) U know how irritating big brothers can be. Was starting on PPT, came and insisted that i get lost. I wanna burn his hair, bite him, and grill beef on his face. But its alright. I shall forgive his ignorance.

Tim: this pic looks detailed enough to b professional, yet small enough so that he can't see whats going on. perfect.
I:and thus says the princess of singapore.. it shall be as such.
I:no. make it bigger
I: jus enuff for 2ants to line up on 1 alphabet
I: jus enuff for 2ants to line up on 1 alphabet <<<>

..After few moments.
Tim:entertainin urself.....just finished laughin izzt?

Im cute. Isnt it?

It was all but a dream.
Remnants of the past multiplied but shrunk to a critical level.
Stop contradicting.
What are you up to?

You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Well in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see
This is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees
These foolish ga.mes are tearing me apart
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
Haha. Profound yeah? But negative. Very negative. LoL.

Had 2 and 1/2 hr lunch break. Cabb-ed to and fro with my fellow fuglians to Bishan for Swensen's Executive Lunch. Their service today was better then the last time. (Prob cuz we didnt bring in outside food and drinks. hahahaha.) Alrights, aint too funny.
Bought 3 books at MPH-Bishan. Sudden indulgence in novels. Hope to improve on my language and eloquence.

Tan S.G. seem to be having 'menopausal swings' today, snapping at us at slightest wrong voice outs. On one hand, she wants a reply from us. On the other, she snaps away insisting that we recalled what was taught 3 weeks ago without lecture notes. =

BS today was great. Im willing. Send me. Launch me. Over the few days after 10Characteristics of Big Ppl, i've grew to become a more genourous, forgiving person. Also, the spatiality and manners part has impacted me quite..ALOT.

Made heart shaped brownies for bebe today. Quite a failure as it was Chewy Brownies, hence stuck to the open end mould. But taste quite nice though.
The best part is the rapping with 'tissue' paper. Successfully made a flower out of a ribbon.
All is done and im rather tired. Lazy to meet him up at Yishun. Can bebe pls come down?

Hitched a ride from Dr Ron after school back to Bishan. Chatted quite abit along the way. He is a good man.

Bebe surprised me with ANOTHER bouquet of roses. The 1st was 6blue ones preordered from church. Today's a trio. White outer petals, pink on the inner layers. Simply Magnificiant. I prefer the latter. I wouldnt mind waking up one day to be find myself lying on a bed full of blue and purple petals, following which, breakfast on bed is served. Or.. opening my car boot to find it filled with purple and blue roses, with a cute little bear or precious moments figurine in the middle. yeah, i dont mind. i really dont.
And, bebe came with muffins too! (As he promised!) Together with it was a beautifully wrapped Chanel No.5 fragrance. Thank God for $20 CK.Tang voucher from sis wx.

Hadnt a very pleasant day out. Well, today shall not be v.day. It'll be every day other then today.

Headed down to Marina Bay for Marc's farewell cum 21st birthday dinner. Speeches were touching, photos taken were classics. I'll miss eating supper with him!

School started at 10am on the 3rd day of Lunar New Year. Whats more? Its 2 draggy hours of Hema's hours. And the only way to keep myself awake is by entertaining her questions. Be it right or wrong answers.
Soon came Infection Control Prac Test. Gosh. I screwed 2 parts up by not knowing what to say. She gave me undesired prompting. And pls, i need time to THINK. That Bu bU thought i didnt know, and prompted me. I guess i was marked down.
The remainder 2 1/2 hours of lab sessions are unimaginable. Its irritating to have C around. What to say? Why is the school wasting resources? I guess she's here to test my patience, to set me on fire.
The day ended soon when we had an early pack up. The worst happened. While we were snacking, **** dropped the entire container of LoveLetters. The story would be complete with your imagination of what happened next.

Bumped in the boys of 3E3 n 4E3. And guess what? Most of them came from 1E2 and 2E2. Close buddies, indeed.

Reunion dinner with Sailormoon's(Seekfong, Zimei, Lan n Pauline. Plus Eileen? Maybe..) great. 3 dishes were shared by 4 persons(SF, ZM, L & I). Obviously i didnt have my fill. My stomach is jus like a bottomless pit. In order to stall time, we shared a cuppa frappe in pairs. Why? Cuz ZM was draggy bout approaching her eye candy. In e end, SF seemed to badly want to leave. Gradually ZM's face turned black. Haha. Im kinda..rather used to this. Jus let her cool off and she'll be fine in 2 hours. On one hand, im having a whimsical time with the trio. On the other, im rather disappointed at Pauline's 'disappearance'. We had a whacking fun time anyway.
Loitered outside CafeCartel for bout 7mins before we saw MdmTeo & Ms Tan, our sec 1 n 2 si dui tou teachers. 1st time i heard Mdm Teo telling a joke.

Somehow, at that instance, i begin to cherish old friendships. Reunion with e3 boys, Sailormoons, teachers and Leonard seemed so ....... . No words would describe the state of joy im in. However, despite all this, its sad that reunion with Fuglies is cancelled. I just cant sacrifice my Wed and Fridays to be with them. Some commitments i have to see to. Truly, there is no one day that all of us can make it without having to cab around. But this time, i really cant. Im sorry gurls. *Lurve u all still. Muacks.*

Feasting over at Ah Ma's place today from 5 to 7pm. I feel the calories haunting my tummy now. bOo. But yeah, cant be bothered just yet. Its festive season man!
Bus-ed to City Hall MRT via 51. Gosh. I'll never understand why some ppl love taking buses. Its jerky and what not. And wOOt! Li Zimei was the 1st to reach. First time. Congratulations on her break through man.. Nonetheless, she is 20mins late. And i? 30.
Sweaty bodies brushed through us as we strolled the woody paths of River Ang Bao. Zimei and Lan did Henna-ing. Rather a waste as the 'ink' didnt really stain their skin.
Ah Da (Lan's Bro) was ok, not as dao as i expected.
Memories of days when i was back in Genting flowed back.. How i managed to clique with 12 other strangers.

I Need Enligthenment. Nike Dunk, Puma Or Vans Off The Wall ?

Shit. Im pissed right now. Very pissed.
Got turned upside down by Jordan Goh when i merely woked him up for a bath.
And excuse me, i bought him Got2Be gel yesterday in preparation of CNY. No words or expression of thanks, jus shit.
If only i can burn all his hair right now.
Find me a place where can i vent my frustrations.
This place is filled with much unwanted sorrows.

Lunar New Year is one occassion i dread. Especially 2005.
One side bugging me bout the other party.
E other side out at work, leaving us to rot at home till evening.
I dont quite like the idea of bai-ing nian. Ok, i dont mind. But, its not the ang pao's im running after. After all, i pay for my own needs and wants without the help of ang baos these months, maybe 2years plus minus.
Made worse is realising that many others are out with laughters and smiles, some others at home waiting and entertaining.
And yes, i have to go out for another boring 'ritual' soon. Real soon.

Sorry to have dampen your moods. It still is a Happy Lunar New Year.
You crown the year with Your goodness, And Your paths drip with abundance.

Whats up with skinny girls who insist they are fat?
Why ah? I really dont understand.
Do they seriously see a fat body when they look into the mirrors or do they just derive pleasure from people who go "oh.. you are so slim! Where are the fats?"
please lor. 1.7m and 48kg... or 1.68m and 45kg.

HOW TO BE FAT WITH FIGURES LIKE THAT! TELL ME, WHERE CAN THE FATS BE???

Worse when they enjoy insisting that they are fat in front of people who are obviously bigger than them.
WHAT FOR ALL THESE???
maybe some will say "aiya you so thin, of course you can say that lah."
I admit that im far from being big. I can go on a binge and still feel empty. I dont even know what it's like to be on a diet.

I feel that many of those skinny girls who whine about being fat are just like me, forever in the 40-something-kg range.

So skinny but want to complain bout being fat! Wanna get slapped is it??
Slim then just say slim lah. Why act so irritatingly modest?
And if you dont want to admit you are skinny then can just shut up right.. dont have to reply people with a "im so fat =(" .. When you are obviously toothpick's cousin.

And,yes,
Gaining 1kg doesnt make you fat.

I will grill beef on the face of the next person who complains she is fat when i feel she isnt.
And then you have people saying "i love beef. i might end up eating it all up."
goooooooooooooooood. Eat all and get fatter, complain some more. Fun right?

Let me summarise. im talking about skinny people who claim they are fat and not fat people who claim they are fat.
this entire post is about skinny ppl.

More fat people are nice and funny, compared skinny ones who cant even hold a decent conversation. Anyway, it's irrelevant la..

Finally did a nice manicure myself!!
Reunion at AhGong's place. Didnt eat to my fill. But soon came the Muah Chee. Nice. Very Nice.
Watch Kung Fu (DVD) again. And shucks. Laughed till my teeth almost fall off.
Yeah. Thats about today.

turned in at 4.30am. Was chatting online. And yes, i've lab session at 8am! Gosh. Jumped up at 7.40am. But somehow.. :) Im glad.
Reunion dinner tonite at Ah Gong's place. No more of Ah Ma's yummy food. Sadded.

Zimei and I were doing some last minute shopping at Far East. Chanced upon my long lost darling! Mixed emotions filled me.

Turned in at 6.30 after blogging and a singing session with korkor n frens at home.
Woke up with a shock to realise its 1230! Supposed to meet bebe at 1pm, Queensway after playing for bro alvin's CG.
He bought a high.

Headed back home to put down the stuff. Nua for 2hours. Read Drawing Near and chatted with Aunty.

Trained down to Orchard Far East for a quick browse.

Flew down to ChinaTown soon after. Tolled the streets and landed up sinning. I ate Pork Congee at 1130!! Oh no. When will i ever loose those rims of fats of..

Woa. Poor me had lunch(Ban Mian with my beloved SeekFong who's still lost) at 1pm and dinner(Egg Mayo sandwich bebe bought for me!) at 1.05am. :(
Basically had a slacky Sat afternoon.
John Bevere's meeting was fantastic, hilarious yet purifying. He's good looking too.
Attributes was buzzling with people grabbing books and CDs.
Closing was tough. Not as tough as days of refunds though.
Was joking with CWS bout purchasing Drawing Near. Silli bebe really bought e book at my pest-ilience. I mean, after my playful pesters. First it was the bouquet, now its e book. I think i better stop talking to him at Attributes.
Screamed at darling upon knowing that he's on his way home in a cab of 5.
Me: Dear, let me know if u'l be taking cab with them, so i can plan my member's cab sharing ok.
Be: Ok
Me: *Ring Ring* Dear, pls come to the taxi area now. WHAT? U are on ur way home?!
(At this instant, 1 has left with Gloria Jeans ppl, 1 has decided to cab back alone, leaving on Cherry and I to cab back to our homes) :( God shall bless me with abundance. Cuz i need to cab home every week. No. God shall empower us to count quickly and mould us such that the accounts tally! Amen.
Ok. Resolution for 2005 : Tally accounts by 1110.
And yes, this entry is for Saturday.

Fashion disaster today. Wore sports shoes, mini and white lycra top to sch. Had 2nd sessions with Kel today and i felt so worn out for the entire day. So very tired. Haven been exercising for quite some time.. Its time to loose those fats off my tummy and legs.